Wow good day, basically…except for the fact that i dont think i have EVER been raped that much in one day, or possibly all the times in my life together as one. It was bad lol.

(EDIT//This next part has nothing to do with the above rape-age)
SHHHh its a secret: I held Tripps hot nuts and played with them for like 1/2 an hour YOu heard me! mwahaha They kept me warm. Man that part was the best.

RENT!!!! was awesome, oh man HOT!! Except for the huge lady behind me who was obnoxious and smelled of cigarettes which almost made me have an asthma attack in the middle…fun. It was so good, i hated the 1st act but by the end i was crying so much because its so good and sad . THats how it always is anyway so much craziness.

TEAR!! Its from Rent obviously…

Without you, the ground thaws
the rain falls
the grass grows

Without you, the seeds root
the flowers bloom
the children play

The stars gleam
the poets dream
the eagles fly
without you

The Earth turns
the sun burns
but I die, without you

Without you, the breeze warms
the girl smiles
the cloud moves

Without you, the tides change
the boys run
the oceans crash

The crowds roar
the days soar
the babies cry
without you

The moon glows
the river flows
but I die without you

The world revives
colors renew
but I know blue
only blue
lonely blue
willingly blue
Without you

Without you, the hand gropes
the ear hears
the pulse beats

Without you, the eyes gaze
the legs walk
the lungs breathe

The mind churns
the heart yearns
the tears dry without you

Life goes on
but I’m gone
’cause I die, without you
without you
without you
without you…..

I have one final thing to say to you before i pass out onto my bed….. “Leap Of Faith, Only Thing To Do Is Jump Over The Moon, Moooooooo Moooooooo Moo With Me!!” Good stuff right there.

I think its a really good thing that im getting away tomorrow and going to NYC. Otherwise I know i would have snapped and killed someone….or more than one…

I failed at life…*sniff sniff* I forgot Elijah’s Birthday. *WAILS* No its ok ill just do it now:

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY ELIJAH!!

OK so im not really as insane and crazy as that appeared…but i like to be over dramatic, its fun!

Academy Award Nominations today (AKA Oscars!)

The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
received 11 nominations, but none for acting, making it the first time
a film has received that many nominations without any acting
recognition.  (GRRRRRRRRR! WTF?! I mean HELLO?! actors=AMAZING! Ok maybe it was because there were so many of them, but still GRRRRRR!)

Who i say should win…

Best picture: The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King!!!!!

Best leading actor: Johnny Depp in Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl!!!!!

Best supporting
actor: Dont like any of them… so i say Sean Astin &
Andy Serkis (i dont care that they werent nominated, they should have
been)

Best leading actress: Keisha Castle-Hughes in Whale Rider    
just because shes 13 and thats AWESOME!

Best supporting actress: Renee Zellweger in Cold Mountain

Best director: Peter Jackson, The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO IT! DO IT NOW!!!!

AND LOTR FOR:
Costume Design
Art direction
Film editing
Makeup            Or give it to Pirates of the Caribbean!!
Music (original score) Howard Shore   Im telling you that man is a genius.
Music (original song)Fran Walsh and Howard Shore and Annie Lennox
Sound mixing
Visual effects  Um YEAH!!!! or to Pirates
Adapted Screenplay

There wasnt any theme going on here…… wha? There wasnt!……

Bad things happen we you put me, heather, and jeff in a chat room together…

Jeff: 8 days without outside contact made me… CRAZY
Jeff: *purrs*
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Heather: <searching for a happier note>
Me: PENIS
Me: always happier note ^^
Me:
Heather: lol
Me: you know its true
Me: dont deny the happy penis
Me: wow
Heather: ?
Me: thats really scarey
Heather: lol
Heather: wat is
Heather: the happy penis?
Me: yis
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jeff: I have SO many people to check up on it’s amazing… HOLD ON A MINUTE
Jeff: >_>
Me: we’re just not important enough
Me: tear
Heather: <tear>
Heather: twin
Jeff: *sniff* I have friends from all over the world… give me a minute…
Me: wow
Jeff: I have to talk with my Kuwaiti lover
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Heather: whos was better
Me: um
Me: hello
Me: <~~~~ love shower
Heather I WAS AKSING JEFF
Me: hahaha
Heather: or asking
Heather:
Me: CANT MESS WITH THE LOVE SHOWER
Heather: ha, yea, like that doens’t sound wrong
Heather: mwahahaha
Me: like thats why its so good
Me: O
Heather: lol
Heather: jeffs not answering
Heather: i think he hates us
Me: yeah
Heather: <tear>
Jeff: You were both good
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Jeff: Learn to read.
Me: nah
Me: thats no fun
Heather: SHOVE IT UP UR ASS
Jeff: God knows I did enough of that in my downtime.
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Heather: you know whos hot
Me: me
Heather: yoshi
Me: YES!
Heather: you know who got to touch him
Heather: me
Heather:
Me: ha3
Jeff: Heh, for a second, I thought you were talking about me
Heather: but i did touch him
Jeff: I respond to too many names
Heather: but i touch u all the time
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Jeff: Ching chong Ding dong Rice ~~Le End~~
Me: i like rice
Heather: rice and ding dongs are fun
Heather: HAHAHA!!!!!!!!
Me: HAHAHA
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Me: dude oscar totally raped me today
Heather: LOL
Heather: if no one knew who oscar was….
Heather: <bang!>
Me: haha
Heather: yep
Heather: just like that
Me: it scared the crap out of me
Heather: lol
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Jeff: I will see you peoples tomorrow, one way or another.
Me: tear
Me: ha
Heather: <sigh>
Heather: yea, see ya tomorrwo
Me: i think that was a threat
Heather: 😥
Jeff: No, that was covering both sides of the bread.
Me: what bread
Me: where
Jeff: (I thought up some interesting similes in my time off)
Jeff: Okay, night guys.
Me: i didnt see any bread
Jeff has left the room.
Me: *goes looking for said bread*
Heather: <shoves bread into couch and points>!
Heather: AHA!
Heather: it is here!
Heather: <points at couch>
Me: HAHAHA
Me: i so thought it said
Me: crouch
Me: *giggle snort*
Heather: hahaha
Heather: lmao
Me: yeah
Heather: <hacks up a lung>
Me: that too
Me: *mmmmmm bread*
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Yes, there you go….
Much of this is taken out of context, well no, some of it, which makes it even better! Plus we are so perverted… mwahahaha

GOLDEN GLOBES!!!




LOTR won everything they were nominated for, way to go!!

1. Picture, Drama: “The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King.” ~~~~YAY!! Obvious choice but yeah…
2. Director: Peter Jackson, “The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King.” ~~~~ I was so happy/proud/excited for him!!! Elijah & Dom looked like they were crying, or about to (Awwww you know thats what you were thinking)
3. Original Score: Howard Shore, “The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King.” ~~~~ I was SO happy for him too, he is one amazing musical person
4. Original Song: “Into the West” from “The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King,” by Howard Shore, Fran Walsh and Annie Lennox. ~~~~~YAY! I honestly dont know what that song is at the moment but…..YAY!!





“I never realized that seven years on this movie would end up turning me into a Hobbit,” Jackson said, referring to the shortish, big-footed magical characters in the J.R.R. Tolkien stories. “To all of the actors, our magical cast, you just gave so much to the movies and equally importantly you made it so much fun to work on.”

!!!!I WANT TO SEE THIS!!!!

Secret Window

Mort Rainey (Johnny Depp!), a writer just coming off of a troublesome divorce with his ex-wife, Amy (Bello), finds himself stalked at his remote lake house by a psychotic stranger (Turturro) who claims Mort stole his best story idea (changing just the ending)… (Hutton plays Bello’s new boyfriend; Dutton plays a private investigator hired to make Turturro’s character leave Mort alone.)
Official Site
Better quality trailer.

By the way I left out SO MUCH that happened but i figured it would take up so much space & time & brian power(which at the moment i have none of).

Oh and everyone watch out for my evil twin: Frin AKA: Fhin… you never now when she’ll appear and be…evil…mwahaha

Wow. Today and Monday were so AWESOME!! Monday i went to Ali’s and we saw Benny & Joon. It was hilarious and sexy with Johnny Depp. Wir machten spass. lol sorry stupid german test thingy tomorrow been “studying” for it too much… Anyway it was fun and her dog tried to eat me.

Today i was dead (couldnt breathe) and in a crappy mood even though we had a 1/2 day and i was REALLY PISEED that we still had concert choir. So i was kinda like “meah, rar” JUST like that. But at concert choir the guys sang that song again and it was hot so i was happier plus i was going to Ali’s house to hang out with her, jamie, sam and heather. But then heathers like oh im not going. so i got mad and left but then i had to wait forever for my brother to come. So i get there and i go to the basement and all i see i ali standing there yelling “DUCK!! DUCK!!…..YOU GUYS DUCK!!” So i got really confused and came down the rest of the stairs and all these people jump out and yell “SURPRISE!” it was hilarious they managed to plan a surprise party for me and keep it a secret. Its amazing, Im impressed guys. So ali was like duck was our code name for when they were supposed to jump out, but that apparently FAILED!! lol it was the best. SO yeah MY FRIENDS RULE!! I love you guys so much, thank you!! It was the best ever even though i was/am dying. I thought it was hilarious that all my presents had to do with LOTR/legolas. mwahahaha See its not hard to buy me presents. So we acted retarded the entire afternoon/night and i had icing smeared over my face(joel…*shakes fist*)and we watched Sleepy Hollow, best movie ever haha (and his head EXPLODES!! <~~~Hilarious Commentary throughout made by the males of the group. "Johnny Depp needs to die" WHA?!!?! *smack*<~~~curtisy of me) Some of the funniest stuff ive seen happened after like everyone left. *coughcough-jeff&joel w/ balloons-coughcough* mwahaha My friends are all retarded perverts, ITS THE BEST!! And i will now go and pass out on my bed because my lungs hurt and my head IS GOING TO EXPLODE!! ahem i mean…yes, it hurts. I dont think that the ping pong hits and balloon attacks and joels head all hitting mine made it very happy, so now its rebelling. tear! haha

Well wouldya look at that….all i gotta say is DUH!

You’re depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you’re
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don’t worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff’ll be ok.

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You are hidden. You have a mask that covers you. On
the outside you appear happy. Carefree.
Oblivious. No one knows its fake, all a game
you play. Inside, you’re angry and sad. Why
does no one get you? Doesn’t anyone see that
the smile on your face means nothing at all?
Maybe no one knows what you really feel, maybe
only a good friend knows. You also really like
music, but most people dont know the music you
listen to. In a way, you are shy on the inside,
because your true feelings dont come out.

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You will go crazy from love and death. Jelously.
Angst. Drama. The one you love ironically
belongs to someone else. You can’t sleep at
night, so what do you do? Kill them. You’re a
jelous ex with no self control

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